I have nothing to say but wow
How could I do this to you?
To myself
How could I let you?
Do this to me?

You blamed me for your
faults your downfalls.
I pitied you
I felt that I was to blame
for your insecurities

Mistakes were made
You led me
to believe they were mine
The only mistake I made was loving you

Your smile that made me weak
at the knees
The very sight of you
made me lose all control.  
You pass by and my heart would race
Like a hyperactive child.
On Ritalin

I blush when you stare at me.
With those eyes that
would look into my soul
so easily

Our hands would touch
The softness of your skin
would make silk jealous.

You used me for your games
I tried to follow your rules.
You changed them
I changed to your rules.

I can’t believe I was so stupid.
I gave you my heart
Everything I had I gave to you
And all I asked was that you say three little words
You said them
But with no meaning

I Love You
Was that so hard for you to say?
With real meaning
From your heart of hearts.